Saturday, August 22, 2009

My Life Living With A.L.S....Continued


As we pulled out of the parking lot my mind started to wonder was this going to be our last Thanksgiving and Christmas together. What would I do without Mr. K how could I live. He's the other half of my heart I can't survive without him, I know I can't. Please God don't take him from me. The car ride was silent. What was he thinking, maybe the same things I was. As we pulled Into the driveway Mr. K quietly said I will be In, I need a minute. I got out of the car and walk In the house. Wanting to know so badly If he was OK I peeked out the window. As I looked at him through the glass I could see the tears running down his face. He stayed In the car for about an hour all awhile I was thinking should I go to him, should I comfort him, does he need me. I heard the front door open and Mr.K made his way through the doorway looking at me and softly saying, I am so sorry.

Have a great weekend,
Kathi

11 comments:

blushing rose said...

My heart aches for you both ... very emotional. Bless you both in this journey ... Prayers, TTFN ~ Marydon

Lynns Lovelies said...

Oh Kathi, I feel the same way as Marydon. With tears streaming, I can just feel the painful anguish in each word...God Bless both of you each moment.

Prayers and Hugs,
Lynn♥

The Green Pea said...

God is so good, He gives you this wonderful time together on earth. My prayers are with the two of you, God bless both of you. Have a nice weekend. Sandi

Lenore said...

I don't know you or your husband and just recently came to your blog, but my heart goes out to both of you and as I sit here writing this tears are streaming down my face.
May God bless you both and hold you in his loving arms.
Blessing and prayers,
Lenore

Whimsical Creations said...

I am so sorry! hugs and prayers!!

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The Feathered Nest said...

Oh Kathi. You are so precious for sharing your story with us....you and your husband are such a testament of true love sweet friend ~ you both are my heros! xxoo, Dawn

SharDon Exclusives said...

There are no words adequate enough to express our concerns and our love that is sent each and every day through prayers. Sharon

Shopgirl said...

Kathi,this is your long good-bye. Yours has been a life filled with hope, and sometimes we get a little scared about the future. Just enjoy each day. Today you needed to share this story, and we are here to listen and continue to pray that this love story lasts forever. Tears are a good thing.
Smile... you had this day to love in and be loved. Mary

Coralie Cederna Johnson said...

Kathi, Thank you for sharing your anguish, grief, and hope and helping so many of us understand the journey you and your husband share. You have touched more souls than you may know with your strength and love. Blessings for a wonderful week, Coralie

gail said...

Hi Kathi,,, You are such an inspiration to me. I think of you and your dear husband often. I am so sorry you are going through this. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong. I was vey glad to see the bill passed in Illinois for you. We have that in where I live in AZ and was able to care for my mother and it made a world of difference. You are such a special person. Have a peaceful week... Hugs, gail